Have you ever wonder who will miss you when you leave this world?

What impact would your depart have in their life?

I dream of May Wan, my late sworn sister, countless nights since she left. The impact on her husband is much dramatic than anyone…..

5 years…… I thought he would have moved on but his sms to me this afternoon reflected the opposite. Many lonely and painful nights, the recollections of her presence…. The places they went to still leave traces of sweet sorrows. How did he go through the days without her? How did he go through moments when he needed her comfort? It’s heart rending.

In his heart, there’s love, abundant love for her, yearning for her. I am sure she knows his heart. It is a blessing to be able to love and being loved. She may be out of sight but not out of his heart and mind.

There are occasions that people close to me said that I must not leave first. They don’t want to go through the trauma. What about me? Do I look like a person who could handle watching my love ones leaving?

坚强的外表让你们肯定我能接受离别？如果我必须面对，我无法选择。
上帝已安排好了，只好顺着暗流到终点。