Long lost friend

What a small world! I received an email from a person who claimed that she knew me. Read her profile and we added each other on MSN.

True enough, we knew each other back in Dec 91, the NPCC Cadet Inspector Course. Whaaaaaaa, we so old now, our birthdays are two weeks apart. Hahahaha so funny…..
She could remember that I was the best cadet of that year and I roughly could figure the school she was from…… I thought that my memory is bad, but guess my brain is still functioning pretty well….. Well, perhaps, selective memory…. We are both glad that out of 100+ CIs, we could still identify each other after all these years…..

We kinda teased each other about how we looked back then, or rather, I was teasing her that she looked more girl girl then….. hahahaha. She was so skinny when I knew her, now I almost could not recognize her. Hahahaha
Hey, no offend huh, friend……if you get to read this…. Heeeeeee

But she is still adorable lah…. Smile…….

PS: Hey, friends, if you ever viewed my frienster’s profile and saw there is this particular photo of mine uploaded so many times, pls pardon me, k
The system went wonky … so I was not sure if I had correctly uploaded it. So I tried many times….. Once they are uploaded, I will delete the excess away, k. Kiss…..

寂，光， 静

闹群必藏寂静，亦闹亦寂也。
含笑必藏虚意， 亦笑亦虑也。

暗潮需寻光线，越暗光明也。
视觉倘若模糊，形意显明也。

宣化只求静季，亦静心清也。
清然溟溟透彻，从寂，光， 静 也。


P.S: That’s what I have gathered from people I have been hanging out with. New revelation for me. Friends, hope you guys like this poem, coming out with this kinda drained my brain juice. hahaha

For those don’t read Chinese, you may get the English translation from me, k. You know my email. Hahahahaha

“Chao Tah” (Burnt) – Part 2

There were not many people there at the beach….. beer made us sleepy… Jil’s gang apparently was eating every single minute; peas, snacks, fish and chips, pizza……. OMG…..
Jrie was my timer, she reminded me to flip to avoid getting too burnt since I fell asleep on the bench. Hahaha so sweet of her…. But anyway, I am still burnt at the end of the session while I was reading my book. Too engrossed in that book that I was not aware of the sun….. :(

A couple of pretty people around, a traightsay couple practically kissing all the time in the water in front of us, exhibiting their “passionate” acts…. C’mon, go back home and do it….. PLEASE SPARE US FROM THE AGONY!!!!!!!

Someone caught my eyes….. the fish and chips that person was having lured my friends to order one themselves. Saw the same person later at night in the club too…..Stylish, good dress sense, working in the airline. Apparently that person is a friend of a friend. This circle is very small, everybody knows everybody. Both good reputations and bad names are pretty transparent. We tend to compare notes….hahahah, so amused to find out the similarities in the things people repeated to so many people.

Anyway, mummy is very shocked to see how burnt I am. It’s been donkey years since she last saw the chao tah me. Hahahaha
It’s fun to see the reaction on her face. She doesn’t like me to be tanned, says that I look like a dirty kid. Hahahaha Now, I am a dirty looking adult. Peace, mummy, peace……

“Chao Tah” (Burnt) Part 1 – to be continued………

Woken up by the itch on my back……stoned…… sitting on my bed, scratching my back… stoned……. My back feels hot from the sun tan….. at this time, really wish someone could be here to help applying cream on my back…. Hahaha

I am all “chao tah”, head to toes….. hahhahah

Ok… I am feeling sleepy again…. after all these reaching and stretching; trying to spread cream on my back…. Tired….

To be continued………. ZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz

Wonderful Sunday

The sun is so good, need a tan…..
Then again, have to change my foundation if get too “chao tah” hahahah :)

Maybe a short trip is good, too many projects on hands.

Just relax at the beach with a good book and ice cold beer. At night, go for a good seafood dinner then a good spa treatment and finish off the day by sitting at the beach, chatting and watching the stars with a nice bottle of wine! Perfect!

Cool…..

If you need a short trip like me, join me k. Good to have one or two good companions. Cheers….. yup yup yup….. :)

Geez….. I was looking at my photos taken years ago, I look younger now, hum…. Wonder why…. God has renewed my youth…. Hahahaha. Thanks to my pastor whom been praying for our congregation.

What a wonderful Sunday…. Excited to hear His message again. Ok, back to my book, am bringing it along with me. After church, am going for a nice earl grey tea (with honey, uumph…..) and soft lobby music - sedate, though my book is thought provoking. Heee........

Same old issues years after years

This will be my 2nd time voting out of the past 3 elections, the last one was walkover.

What are these? Lifts on every floor, shelters, upgrading blah blah blah… Is that all to an election? Issues concerning domestic (rather, immediate benefits to oneself) usually used to cloud the whole significant of election. See the big picture.

When a vote is cast, there are many reasons behind it. To the old, reasons may be the lifts on every floor, shelters and all. To the bo-chap, it’s just a cross on the obvious box. To younger generation, what is the use of having all those upgrading when one can’t present a paycheck home? To the kia-si, better stick to the usual people who have been here the longest time. To the righteous, credits are given even though nothing drastic has been done in 20odd years in service.

For the capable, major and minor issues are taken care of and nonsense scandals ignored. For the outnumbered, all can be heard is loud and long funny speeches, some make sense, some are just retaliation. Make some waves and hopefully be heard. Alternative voices, getting louder.... The results will reflect this.....

All for the same purpose, serving their dreams and the nation. Whether win or lose.

Naughty

Finally, YN and I had our la la la session. I sang so badly cos my voice has not recuperated from the cough I had a week ago. But it was alright, we tried new songs. Fun.

YN is still coping with the break up. Oh well, what does one obtain from
ONS, it was but just acts on bed and absence of all emotions and feel. She dared me last night, if I could bring someone home from the party, she will let me drive her car for a day. Plssssss lor….. I told her straight in the face, I love to have her car but no thanks. I don’t do ONS. You get turn off by the stuck face and stiff body and the unfamiliar mourns. Come on…… What’s true pleasure is two wild things game enough to explore, hot, naughty and passionate. This person got to be a REAL TURN ON.

Put down the top, the wind messed up our hair, her car is a “selfish” car with no rear seats. I prefer convertibles with rear seats. The sound system is superb. Can someone drive me instead of me behind the wheels? I love to be driven too you know. Hahahaha
Well, she promised that once she converted her license she will drive me around.

Brought her to party last night, physically there but mind and soul are kept in London. Well, she had kisses from some pretty strangers, at least, that was the highlight for her. Ha ha ha….

I was busy matching making my friends, kinda fun. Just hope that the targets of my friends would not get the wrong idea from me. I could see a change on their face when the real intention was brought forth. I was so naughty. Hahahaha

YN and I had to run off to another pub to meet other friends. Sang 2 songs, but was forced to drink more. They are such good drinkers and I used to be one of them, oh my, age is catching up.

搞错了

哎哟，原来如此。。。。
这可比喻用了及丢的碗碟，给懒惰的人，不用洗，方便无比。

哈哈哈哈哈。。。。 真好笑。。。。 :P

是，这事儿严重不了。是， 是，是。

现在看见了，不晚。

No title - Fit your own....

Party last night was really fun; saw many friends whom I have not met for a long time and of course met new friends. I remembered my last blog on the “reason, season and lifetime”, I saw them all in the club last night. Ren, was there, she has been there for me for the longest time, she has seen me through three serious relationships and a worthless "fling" (I will elaborate more later). She is a great woman, after what I have done, she is still there for me. She is a “lifetime”.

Oh ya, the worthless fling, she is definitely a “season”, she “bastarded” on me when we were dating, behind my back she was hitting on my friend. That’s betrayal No. 1. The funny thing is that my friend, ML, reciprocated, that’s betrayal No.2. She just disappeared from my life, without even to end it probably. I totally ignored her presence still after all these while, it’s been 6 years cos she is not worth anything from me at all, not even a “hi”. She tried to get back my friendship years ago, thinking that I still had feelings for her, oh gosh, GET A LIFE! A leopard will never change it’s spots. She did the same to my friend after 2 years of their relationship. ML was devoted to her, but not knowing she has loved a wolf, a selfish one.

I believe what goes around comes around; this wolf finally tasted her own medicines. She fell really badly, jilted by the girl she likes, she couldn’t bring herself together. Her career crumbled, she spent her money away. She left with nothing. Once a “high and mighty”, a snob, has fallen, came crawling back to the group of friends, but they still embrace her. I saw her last night, she looked pathetic. But she is better now comparing months ago.

History repeated again, but I have learnt the lesson well. The woman whom I like will be a season in my life. Blindness causes irrational behaviors. Anyway, I can accept the fact that what I set my eyes on this time is not good enough for me; I cannot love the acts of debauchery and promiscuousness and betrayal. Pathetic.

Ahhh… the valet guy at the club, He is a “reason”. He parked my car. I don’t really understand why people usually recognize and remember me. Since my first visit in Feb, he remembers me. I dun drive expensive luxury car, my car is realistically normal, with a funny colour. Hahahaha I wonder why….

I dun need a valet ticket, he just took over my wheels and he knows when I am leaving, my car is started when I come out of the washroom. That’s his job, I am one of his privilege customers. I am thankful for this privilege. He said he was expecting to see me last month but I was not there. I usually tip him but last night, he refused.

The same happened to me when I washed my car at SPC along Bukit Timah. They waved at me as I drove in the station. My purple Jiu Jiu is rather obvious. Hahahaha. I usually have special treatments. I am so blessed and I know the favors of God are upon me.

Praise Him. Amen :)

Crazy weekend

Gosh! What a crazy weekend, watched 2 movies in a roll with Hil and LM on Saturday after work. Sermon in church on Sunday was inspiring. Then come the crazy Sunday night – our monthly gathering - Games Day.

I was late for the games cos I spent a long time in Borders buying a book. Walked into Mango, bought a top and headed to my fav That CD Shop. I was in the mood for oriental lounge music. The mysterious pieces of Chinese orchestral music married the layback lounge rhythm, weird but nice. The immediate picture flashed into my mind was a naked oriental woman moving slowly to the rhythm, she had this long white silk in her hands, she held closely to her, the soft silk stick to her fair smooth body, revealing the curves and details of her body……. Seductive ………
I scanned through at least five CDs, but due to the rush, I did not have time to really listen to all. I will go back again this week, will probably spend 2-3 hours there to get what I want.

I stepped the accelerator hard and “baptized” the cars behind me with the exhaust. When I reached my friend’s house, they were already half way through the third game. It was funny watching them. They were a bunch of spontaneous angels. I was late, there was a penalty. I was told to eat something they have prepared beforehand. They are very good cooks, but I was full from my dinner so I rejected. But they insisted that I had some. As I went near the dinning table, I freaked out! Those were not normal foodie. They have hairy legs and wings. WORMS, INSECTS and FROGS!

So that was the penalty they used for the games. Cool. I have not tried eating those before, have seen them alive but not cooked. Those on the plates were already fried. Well at least, there were no fried cockroaches in sight. I hate cockroaches, dead or alive. I scrutinized the “delicacy”, held them in my hands and smell them. The frogs smelled like salted fish, the rest could not really describe. Anyway, before I could react, my friend took one of the worms and stuffed it in my mouth. Ok, so I chewed. Hum…. Not too bad, salty but the worms have a funny after taste. Maybe because it was dried, so the slimy substains in them had turned into powderish stuff. Then came the grasshoppers, the hairy legs kinda reminded me of the cockroaches, but what the heck, I put them in my mouth. It was crispy and salty, but no after taste, nice, I like the grasshoppers. There was this funny looking black insect, I think it was cricket. They didn’t taste that good either. The WORST of all was the frogs. They looked dried and felt crispy, but they were hard to chew. The head was hard to bite off so I put the whole thing in my mouth. Oh man, they stink! They felt like cuttlefish but they really stinko man, especially when I chewed on the backside, it smelled like shit. The legs were poking the wall of my mouth. I spit it out. Yucks!!!!! I still prefer the grasshoppers.

Tell you man, if those insects were alive, I will never go near them. I would grab hold of anything to exterminate them. Yup. But the fried grasshoppers, I don’t mind to have a few more.

I am looking forward to the next gathering. This time round will be Costumes Doll up. One of our friends owns a popular costume chain, we gonna choose and pick what we wanna dress in. What shall I be? Angel? Mascots? Wonderwoman? No, too little cloth.

But what the heck, we are all aygays and esbianlay. Aygay Power!